i don’t know what’s happening to me.
i feel so restless. my finals are tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, but i haven’t done much yet. why am i being like this? but at the same time i’m always trying to find things that i can procrastinate with as if everything’s not enough yet.
i’m so angry at myself. i’m never like this. maybe that’s that. with everything coming so fast at me i just want to burry myself underneath my blankets and blast my eardrums with rock songs. i don’t feel like studying, i don’t feel like eating, i don’t feel like doing anything.
i feel so disoriented. i feel so lost… what am i supposed to do?