how about that blog? how about that… five (full grown) (now six) posts straight and i finished the challenge despite limping through to the finish line.
so i’m not happy about completing the challenge this way… but, i can’t help it 😦 i’m really sorry. i had a lot to do… got to finish my last minute packing and whatnot. oh, and speaking of packing, the reason why i’m rushing all of these posts is because i’ll be leaving. leaving the country. tomorrow. for college.
and somehow it still feels like i still have a long time here. /tear
what to do? my three month holiday is about to end and i’m hanging on, grappling for the last of summer. and i will will will miss my sisters :’| regardless of the fact that i hate them sooo much sometimes, or the fact that i know they intentionally try to annoy me, they are my sisters, and i love those precious little people so much i couldn’t help it!
so a little scared? yes ( i hope i get a nice roomie), excited? not at all. it really is ridiculous how unexcited i am. i have always wanted to go abroad somewhere, especially for university, so it really comes as a shock to me that even a day before i allegedly go, slash leave the country, i can’t find a single ounce of excitement in my blood.
what i know for sure is that it’ll be cold. how cold? i don’t know. the fact that i cannot even imagine going there, let alone, being in a new place, one simply CANNOT expect me to be able to imagine how cold it would be. (and you readers know how i am with the cold. i just… can’t. )
my only hope is that everything would start and continue to be nice and steady, and that i would transition smoothly to my new environment. you know, make new friends and everything…. just hoping that i will not turn out to be a party pooper. lol. bottomline: survival. i want to survive. i need to. i know no one but myself there.
so this is it. my last post in Indonesia before i go to …… somewhere.
i swear i’ll blog about it once i get there and have my own laptop, kay? i will finally make that late late late university post, but for now, it’s coming soon.
i’ll see you guys there. the same me, just… a different zip code.
love you loads,