do you know what’s the most fearsome thing about going to the dentist?
it’s precisely that time when he’s checking your teeth, making sure that you don’t have any dental cavities.
i hate dental cavities. i don’t dislike them, i’m not annoyed by them… i hate them.
having had to endure that pain of knowing if i have ‘new’ dental cavities or not (thankfully not… i’ve been a gurgling junkie ever since my dentist said it helps preserve the teeth), and also having tonnes of work from school as well as my personal responsibilities, i cannot help but get a headache. a half headache at that. only the right side of my head hurts–which makes it odd, and even more disturbing.
what’s more is that i couldn’t exactly abandon my studies. i know this all seem like a daily thing to you readers.. me complaining about my boring routine… but this is how i am, blog. i can’t help it. maybe when i graduate from high school, i’ll be able to study what i want and be less boring. i’ll have my ears pierced, a tattoo, dye my hair, and paint my room. i’ll be writing books like a maniac and making money so that i can buy my mother all the bags that she’s ever wanted… maybe i’ll be that kind of girl. maybe.
but for now, i’m utterly exhausted. extremely extremely exhausted.