Hi blog… I’m exhausted. In a good way. 4 effective hours of SAT and I’m happy. 🙂 just maybe because I feel productive today.
So there I was at my room most of the morning – noon and my sister’s out with her friends watching Captain America. *green with envy* but this needs to be done whether I like it or not… And I know that. So I did it, and felt good about myself for doing so *pats back*
Lots of things to think about. Just registered for a TOEFL ibt test yesterday for this november.. And then 2 SAT subject tests coming in december as well as the ACT test. And then it’s filling out college applications to make it in by january.
So it comes down to now… lazing on my floor mattress (I don’t sleep on the bed at mom’s room)… it was inevitable for me to think about him again. And I thought that time would help me forget him, and just make us ‘normal friends’. But it didn’t. Maybe I didn’t give it enough time? Maybe not. I’m here… In mom’s air conditioned room, listening to The Script’s For the First Time, and thinking of him.
“trying to make it work, but man these times are hard… But we’re gonna stop by drinking our cheap bottles of wine, sit talking up all night, saying things we haven’t for a while…smiling but we’re close to tears, even after all these years, we just now got the feeling that we’re meeting, for the first time…”
Until then blog. See you.