so yeah. first off… happy independence day to my beloved home land.. Indonesia. i hope that on your 65th year of independence, you can be more INDEPENDENT and mature as a democratic country. i really do hope that i serve you well, and that i could make you proud someday. i really hope that i will. despite the mobs and the traffic jams, you know that i’ll love you always, my INDONESIA 😀
there’s a lot of things that i want to do now.
but i just couldn’t do all of them at the same time now, could i?
do you know how hard it is to laugh silently even though what you really wanted to do is just burst it out in an ungracious manner?
do you know how excited and sad you can be when you’re told to research a particular university on the internet?
do you know how hard it is to resist the temptation to just watch a really funny reality show rather than continuing a story you’ve struggled on for months even though you enjoy writing?
and do you know how stupid i feel for thinking that i think too much but still think nonetheless?
tsk. what an exhausting day. i know that this entry wouldn’t be sensible enough to be posted, and it would definitely rouse some confusion in some of you who still reads my blog until now.
but i hope that you could just accept whatever it is that i have to offer today. if it’s confusion that i’m feeling now, then that’s more or less what you’ll get today. mianhamnida~ i’ll work harder in the future.
your i’m-confused-to-no-end writer,
mood: i feel like my insides are mixed salad
listening to: Fields of Gold – Olivia Ong