okay. i’m looking like a whiny brat right now complaining of how life sucks. but that’s not the case. the thing is… i AM tired. you can say that i’m in the same boat as all of my friends, but we all have different perceptions on what we are facing, and i must say that with the minor jet lag and all (aussie thing…upcoming post 😉 ) i’m still not ready to put my brain on stake and do 2 tests…yes, 2… and not to mention physics AND chemistry. how cool is that?
as result to my stress, i get so panicky that i cannot do anything. thus…here i am. sitting in front of viv listening to new songs i just downloaded of f 4shared.com to soothe my tingled nerves. wish me luck everyone. because as one had said, “if you’re going through hell, you better learn something from it.” and i am DETERMINED to learn something out of it. to think about it, going through hell is not an easy thing to do… but when you go out learning nothing, then it is when you know you’re that stupid.
what makes it more ironic is that we should write a ‘reflective learning journal’ on managing stress for our study skills unit. i was like half laughing sarcastically half hysterically. i know i’m so incompetent right now for saying all of this, but trust me, i’m trying as hard as i can to actually stop complaining and just do my things.
quoted from nay (my friend) : “as i’ve said before, i don’t handle my stress. i let it be there in my system until it rots and dies with me”
fine…that might be too much. but oh well… adolescent years is all about exaggerating and hyperbole isn’t it?? i might as well take my chances.
mood: the obvious. stressed out.
listening to: under pressure – DAVID BOWIE & FREDDIE MERCURY